Rudderless

Chemo from last thursday caught up with me today. Its getting more and more difficult.

Paul's brother is incarcerated in C10 and is having a hard time of it (see post of 28 February). Bringing up food and rash all over his body. I would like to see him but its problematic as he is in isolation.

I feel rudderless. I was so hoping march 17th would be it. Rudderless and I am not even in the storm. Will I be?

Today is the anniversary of the Sharpeville massacre. Here is P infront of the Hector Pieterson memorial.