My veins

Some gore for you on monday morning. I reckon my hands have two veins left for channeling the chemo. All the others are shrivelled and dried up or blocked by some sort of thrombus. Now my worry is this - if these two remaining ones are also damaged over the coming weeks, they will look to install a port in my chest. This is not a prospect I want to entertain - its robocop stuff. Currently one hand is swollen - thanks to tissue damage because of spillage from the chemo. Its this sort of daily discomfort that bothers me. Never the bigger picture. I will deal with that picture when i need to.