Those two words

G phoned to say that RM thinks I am in "complete remission."

How do I feel? Strangely I don't feel elated. Having stayed up all night for the election results and seeing Bliar as PM again is obviously having a dampening effect. I am of course relieved that I am not going to have chemo. Nevertheless at the back of my mind, I am wondering if I really am in complete remission. Perhaps they have got it wrong..? There is no room for mistakes now....I am still considering taking my initial mis-diagnosis case further against the hospital. They will discuss my case next wednesday and will tell me how to proceed then.

And yes lets say it again - relieved and happy for my family.