To hell with it

I have been running a temperature over 38 since thursday. Today on the web I see that Bleomycin causes fever in 30 percent of those treated with it. The oncos never mentioned this to me. Anyway, I am fed up of being fearful about it. I am sick of being afraid of C10 ward. To hell with it. I have a few weeks left of this nonsense. So let it throw what it can at me.